alrights
pass week has been okok

boring classes. nth much

Suki sushi and X-square at CCK was really cool
i really enjoyed it .

ponned sch on friday
slacked at faree's house
watched Pesta Pesta Pesta on Suria
laughted like mad

kinda boring but cool week

steamboat at my house.
it was damn cool

syl . ck . melia . yenling .yiling . Sebas. Marcus . me

alumni practice was ehm. something that me and melia doesnt want to see

i realised i can't play.
as in .
i forget how to read notes.
yesh.
even for basic drum notes for bass drum . not saying MALLET music notes
this is really OMG.
how am i going to play .
yesh . for a person . or rather a senior .
who until now still can't play and side-read.
kinda useless huh .

well . i was't a good senior and a good player in the past.
maybe i think i shall stop playing .
maybe i really shall .

and i actually locked to bomb shelter with the key inside the bomb shelter
how blur can i be .
haish .

the alumni practice . is something that i don;t want to see.
why things can;t just turn out the way it should be ?

i really need someone to talk to .
i just feel like collapsing.
i need to vent out . destress
i look at my contacts on my hp.
i realise i could call none.
i laugh to myself.
i realise i don't have a close friend , a friend that i can talk to .
i look down . all i have . is just the ice cream that melia and yiling bought to myhouse just now .
all i want is just a friend who i can just talk abt all my problems . just break down in front of him or her.
i laugh at the situation that i am in now .
i really laugh at myself

just now ms chang said . now u understand how difficult is my situation ?
yesh.
i really understand . i really comprehen it .
i really .

 11:28 PM

That's the way. Uh-huh